Elder Bruce R. McConkie said this, “Faith and priesthood go hand in hand. Faith is power and power is priesthood. After we gain faith, we receive the priesthood. Then, through the priesthood, we grow in faith until, having all power, we become like our Lord“ (The Doctrine of the Priesthood, April 1982 General Conference). I have pondered the power of faith and how God rewards faith and what faith looks like.
At times, faith is exercised by following every command of God with exactness. In the Pearl of Great Price we read, “And he gave unto them commandments, that they should worship the Lord their God, and should offer the firstlings of their flocks, for an offering unto the Lord. And Adam was obedient unto the commandments of the Lord. And after many days an angel of the Lord appeared unto Adam, saying: Why dost thou offer sacrifices unto the Lord? And Adam said unto him: I know not, save the Lord commanded me” (Moses 5:5-6).
It is apparent that sometimes we are given commands from God that we may not totally understand, but as we follow in faith, God rewards us with power in Him as we obey in faith. We grow in priesthood power. As Elder McConkie said, “Faith is power and power is priesthood.” Any sacrifice we make to follow God ends up blessing us with power.
Another way we exercise faith in Christ is to do many things of our own free will and bring to pass much righteousness. The revelation in Doctrine and Covenants 58 says this, “For behold, it is not meet that I should command in all things; for he that is compelled in all things, the same is a slothful and not a wise servant; wherefore he receiveth no reward. Verily I say, men should be anxiously engaged in a good cause, and do many things of their own free will, and bring to pass much righteousness; For the power is in them, wherein they are agents unto themselves. And inasmuch as men do good they shall in nowise lose their reward” (Doctrine and Covenants 58:26-28).
We note that the “power is in them” as we use our agency to exercise faith in Christ. “Faith is power and power is priesthood.” When Nephi went forth to get the brass plates he knew the Lord wanted him to get the records but the Lord didn’t tell him how. So he exercised his faith by acting. He tried asking for them and then he tried to buy them. His brethren murmured and were discouraged but Nephi kept going in faith. I love the description of his faith as found in the Book of Mormon record. It reveals this great truth about using our agency to act in faith and then seeing the power of God manifest. It reads, “I, Nephi, crept into the city and went forth towards the house of Laban. And I was led by the Spirit, not knowing beforehand the things which I should do. Nevertheless I went forth...” (1 Nephi 5-7). He “crept” forward. “Went forth towards.” The way he writes is that looking back he could see that the Spirit had led him but in the moment he wasn’t given a command by God how to obtain the plates. As he “went forth” the Lord delivered Laban, the keeper of the record, and the record into Nephi’s hands. In fact, once Nephi creeps forth and finds Laban drunken, then the Lord gives him a direct command through His Spirit to slay Laban. Power was given as faith was exercised. I love the combination here. God lets us exercise our own best judgment as we use our minds and our hearts and rewards us if we are using our agency to act in faith. Power is given to those who act in faith and don’t sit and wait for God to tell them exactly what to do.
I have noticed that a father holds the hands of a toddler learning to walk and leads them along, gently letting go of the toddlers hands. The toddler inevitably falls but after time, the toddler takes steps on his own. His father eventually trusts him enough to and the toddler trusts his father enough that neither one of them need to hold hands at all. The toddler can now walk.
The closer we become to God, the less we need Him to hold our hands. Like Nephi, we are expected to exercise our faith in Him by going forth, not knowing beforehand the way which we should go. Some of my most crucial decisions in life I wanted so badly for the Lord to tell me what to do. In His wisdom and mercy He allowed me to move forward, without a complete understanding of His will for me. But, even though I didn’t feel a direct command from Him, I knew that as I moved forward and tried to live my life according to His commandments that He would bless me. I could pray for His help, even though I didn’t know if I was on a decreed course given to me by Him. I have seen His arm revealed as I have sought to do this.
I have felt the paralyzing effect of fear in some of these decisions. Sometimes when we don’t know exactly what He would have us do, we pause on the edge of the precipice, completely paralyzed with the fear that we are going to do something out of line with His will. Elder Oaks taught that if we don’t receive an answer, we can trust that God trusts us enough to allow us to use our agency to move forward and He will bless us as we seek to stay close to Him while moving forward (I believe that is in his book, “The Lord’s Way”). “God hath not given us the spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind” (2 Timothy 1:7). I love that! As we act with a sound mind and heart in Christ He will always bless us with His power and light and fear will completely dissipate. He doesn’t dwell in fear or darkness, but rather in faith and light. In fact, when Moses feared he saw the bitterness of hell (Moses 1:20). We must choose to act in faith. Choosing to sit and stew in fear is a debilitating choice. I would suggest when we sit and stew and refuse to move forward, we are not trusting the Lord. If Nephi waited until the Lord told him how to get the plates, it appears that he would have never received the plates or the Lord would have eventually told him how and in the process Nephi would have decreased in his faith in Christ. By contrast, he learned that if he’d move forward in faith, God would deliver him through His power. “Faith is power and power is priesthood.” This set a pattern for his life.
The scripture that spurred this post was in Alma 18:35. It reads, “And a portion of that Spirit dwelleth in me, which giveth me knowledge, and also power according to my faith and desires which are in God.”
If our desires are truly set on God and our actions show this, then we can know that God will bless us with His power. I testify that when we move forward in faith that God gives us power in Him. I have made decisions that felt right, not knowing exactly His will, but have seen Him open the heavens on my behalf. I have also moved forward, knowing His commands to do so, and have been blessed by His power, as well. And thus we grow in the priesthood as we act in faith in Christ, receive His power and grow in priesthood until eventually we become one with God. I’m so grateful for His grace as I stumble along. He perfectly knows how to do this with me and with all of us. Praise be to Father, our heavenly Friend. “Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct thy paths” (Proverbs 3:5-6).
Sometimes pushing forward in faith tests our faith so strongly that we can feel that we are actually loosing our faith. These experiences where there are many unknowns or where others are involved with causing the problems we face, are especially trying as we have so little control over anything , except our faith. Leaning on the Lord completely is the only way out of these experiences and without Him we would give up or walk away, but we feel Him guiding us and even though we may not see “the light at the end of the tunnel”, we somehow know that is is there. It is coming if we will just hang on. It only takes a portion of the Spirit, as Alma says and we can learn and move forward, hoping for relief and succor to come. Sometimes exercising our faith fully takes so much effort we cry out in our souls for Father to snatch us and make it all go away, but usually he does not. We have to learn. Then the trick is to persevere without frustration or anger and learn more about humility. This is especially hard when the problem was not of our own design because of our own weakness or poor decisions. Staying on the path, no matter how difficult and relying on the hope that things will be taken care of at some point let’s us go forward in patience and peace.
ReplyDeleteJolyn,
DeleteYes, I hear you and feel what you’re saying. I heard a quote again from Elder Maxwell today that rings in me as i read your comment. It basically says that we seek to be exalted with Him but then when He gives us the experiences to help us be exalted we cry out for Him to stop. It is tough to be grateful in any circumstance, even though we know it’s for our growth and development. If we expect to sit at the table with Joseph Smith, Jesus Christ and our Father then we will be blessed with opportunities to be betrayed, misrepresented, misunderstood, stoned (possibly figuratively) for truth etc. I believe Alma 7:11-13 leads us down that path of understanding. I’m so grateful Father allows us to go through through these soul-wrenching experiences even though it tries our faith immensely.
2 Nephi and how Lehi speaks of being enticed to do good or evil rings in my ears as I’m reading your comments too. Those trials that bring us to our knees, crying out to Father, are those enticements that we hope come but when they do we wonder if we really do want the opposition. I wonder what Eve and Adam felt as the opposition came? “Hey, I didn’t realize this is what I was signing up for :) !”
Life is good and beautiful. I’m so grateful He trusts us enough to allow the opposition to come in full doses from many angles. It is really tough sometimes to be grateful. One thing that helps me is to go to Isaiah 53. That just really lifts me when the burden becomes overwhelming. It reminds me that these experiences are part of my personal curriculum to come to know Him.